Salam Aidilfitri

To our family, our friends, and to everybody out there who's reading this:-

"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri & Maaf Zahir Batin. Moga Aidilfitri ini merapatkan lagi silaturahim antara kita dan moga Allah memberkati kita semua, Amin."

Tahun ni kami beraya kat Pandan Indah for raya 1st and 2nd. Raya ke 2 malam (or raya ke 3 pagi2 buta is more like it!) kami akan bertolak ke KB. Harap2nya jalan dah tak jam sangat masa tu. The normal 6-7 hours drive boleh jadi 10-12 hours drive musim2 raya camni! To those driving back home, careful on the road, aite?



Salam sayang,
Wan Mohd Fahimi, Yusniza Hani, Wan Danish Haiqal & Wan Iman Syuhada - THE ONES

Happy Birthday Iman Syuhada!

Happy 1st birthday to our precious daughter Wan Iman Syuhada. My little girl is now one year old! Such a cute age to be eh?





Lots of love from Ayah dan Ibu... Abg Danish too!

An Afternoon at ToyCity

It was the day that Danish has been waiting for, the self-picking-birthday-present-day! Reminded me of our trip to Cameron Highlands where you get self-plucking strawberries in the farms there! Here's some of the moments captured at ToyCity. While Danish was busy deciding which toy he would choose for his birthday present, daddy on the other hand was sweating, "Hadiah apa la anak aku nak pilih ni?"...

Wan Danish Haiqal the birthday boy

The 1 year gonna be birthday girl Wan Iman Syuhada also accompanied her brother, making sure Big Bro doesn't spend too much of daddy's cash so that she can demand something for her birthday too!

Now, what shall I get eh?

Man, this T-Rex here can move his tail!

How about this?

This buddies ain't bad either!

This ain't easy as I expected! hehe...

Mana satu ni... isk isk isk. Nampak ayah dah tengok2 jam dah!

What's taking Big Bro so long? Boys!

Finally! And I must say he kinda pick a good one there!

And another one! And there goes daddy's credit card!

Happy birthday son!

Danish's Fourth Birthday Bash

We really wanted to celebrate Danish & Iman's birthday in a special way, marking one of the many big event for September. Having the kids' birthdays falling in the fasting month however kinda limit things up. Our original plan was to celebrate it at The Zon, invite family members and fraternal friends and spend the night there. Instead we had our buka puasa buffet there with the rest of the family and the birthday celebration had to settle at Opah's house instead. The fact that Ayah and Ibu having no idea on what to get for his birthday present has eventually lead to another idea instead - let Danish pick his own present. We're going to ToyCity at Alamanda on Saturday and let the birthday boy pick his own birthday gift. Yeyyyy!!!

Danish is Four!

Danish Haiqal is 4 years old today - 17th Sept. Lagi 3 hari Iman Syuhada plak will turn 1 year old! Just imagine that. Damn, time really took us for a ride huh? Happy birthday son. May you grow up and become the son that we are all proud of. There will sure be obstacles along the way but hey, Ayah dan ibu will both be there for you, as long as we live, to support and love you along the way. May all your dreams come true. Ayah dan ibu love you very much. Here are some shots a day before the birthday boy turned 4.





p/s : Ayah & Ibu tengah pening lagi ni. Nak bagi present apa ek birthday abang long?

Buka Puasa at Singgahsana

Here are some of the shots yang sempat ambik masa majlis buka puasa Cybron kat Hotel Singgahsana PJ last Friday. Gambar courtesy of Siva. Thanks dude.

Slow connection

Nothing much happenned, which kinda explained why I haven't been updating my blog.(Which I partially blame the office's internet slow connection for that!) Work has been as ussual but a bit slow here and there with the ramadhan month around. Seems like everybody has kind of chill down a bit, with lots of companies giving their muslim staffs the privillage to go back early to catch the pasar ramadhan and all. Met some old school buddies though which kinda spark old time memories. Been 18 years since we last met. Looking at the way things are now, maybe we'll get together this raya.

Hey, it's getting late now. The company's arranging a buka puasa buffet at Singgahsana today. Catch you guys later. Have a good weekend!

Goodbye Yesterday

Weekend baru ni kitorang p KUIS, Kolej Universiti Islam Selangor amik barang2 arwah kat asrama. Hari pon hujan je masa tu. Memang sayu habih. Aku tengok mata Honey pon byk mengalir air mata sampai je kitorang kat pagar KUIS tu. Byk kenangan kami & Hanum kat sini especially masa lepak2 kat cafe and masjid lepas hantar Hanum ke KUIS lepas cuti ke weekend ke. Bila aku tanya Honey, dia kata kadang2 dia cuba tipu sendiri kononnya Hanum still ada kat KUIS. Tu pasal dia takde kat rumah. At least, it won't hurt so bad. Tapi skang ni bila diorang dah nak p angkut barang2 Hanum kat asrama dia wak balik umah, kiranye memang betul2 dah takde la. I just held her hands. I knew I had to start saying something. Something that would comfort her. But I too was speechless and lost for words. I guess the fact to let her go was another thing though. Mak menangis bila sampai je kat bilik Hanum. Terpaksa kawan2 arwah tenangkan walaupon mereka sendiri pon nangih.

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday...

Renungkan...

Hope I'm not too late for this. Buat renungan kita smua.

Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan " "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa ummat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan hal-hal yang berikut:

* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);
* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.

Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kita bayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalah Rasullullah dan para sahabat , dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

Oleh itu SAYA TERLEBIH DAHULU MEMOHON MAAF jika saya ada berbuat kesalahan, baik yang tidak di sengaja mahupun yang di sengaja , semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa.
Amin..

Hangin di Pagi Jumaat!

Tengah aku nak kunci pagar nak kuar gi keje ari ni sambil bye2 kat Iman & Danish tiba2 aku terpandang bonet kete aku yg parking depan umah. Arghhhh hanginnya!!! Ni tak lain tak bukan keje kucing orang umah sebelah la ni! Dah la semalam pon buat hal, berak depan pagar umah mak mertua aku tu haa. Sib baek aku tak terpijak. Tayar keter aku gak la jadi mangsa. Dah la dia punye najis fresh2 lak tu! Damn.
Gambar tu tak nampak sangat sebab kena dek panahan matahari. Kena lak kete kaler itam. Terpantul nampak langit n awan ada la. Tapi kalau tengok betul2, nampak oo calar dia. Adeh, pantang betul la.


Tapi arwah nenek aku dulu tak bagi marah kat kucing kalau kucing dok lepak atas kete. Dia cakap, kucing tu doakan kita dapat tukar kete lagi besar. Heh, mana tak tukar kete lagi besar nek, dah kete yg kecik skang ni dicalar2 nya. Lupa lak aku nak cakap camtu ngan arwah nenek aku dulu. Durhaka punye cucu! Heh. Hati aku pon agak tercalar ni haaa. Sib baek bulan puasa. kalau tak dah lama aku sembelih kucing tu. Iskkk... sabor, sabor...


Ni dia gambar kucing tu. Amboi, banyak cantik. Siap boleh lepak atas kete mak mertua aku lak pastu. Ni sudah lebih nii... Tapi serius la, kucing orang sebelah ni memang takde sivic la. Dah byk kali dia buat hal. Kalau tengok umah tuan dia pon penuh dia punye taik kat depan umah tu. Umah pon dah bau cam sangkar kucing dah. Tak tau camne diorang boleh dok situ. Hmphhh... mula la ada suara2 dalam kepala aku ni haa. Kena carik jalan ni... Heh...

Still coping

It's not easy to let go of someone you love. But you have to. And it hurts. Believe me, I know. You would feel the same if you are to lose your father-in-law 2 years back, and this time, your sister-in-law.

I guess the family is still pretty much coping with our loss. There are times when that last day seems a lifetime away, and there are times when it seems like it was just yesterday. And it's been a week now.

For a while the sounds of her breathing haunted me. I would close my eyes at night and hear it.

For a while I would freak out everytime my mobile rings, remembering my wife's frantic voice telling me the news seconds after my sister-in-law's death.

For a while I would pick up the phone to call her, only to remember at the last moment that she is no longer with us.

For a while I could hear my wife, Hani crying in the shower.

For a while I could still remember the tears in Danish's eyes crying "Danish nak Maksu...".

And yeah, our family, friends and faith have been such a big help to us, but I have to be honest, It still hurts so badly. We miss the physical part so much, her voice, her smile, her face expression everytime we tease her. I know that it will always hurt, but I hope that one day the hurt will ease up some; knowing that she's now in Allah's care. That brings a smile to my face.

Our pain goes out to everyone that has lost their loved ones. We just need to know that someday, some of this pain will go away. Just keep me and my family in your prayers that we will grow stronger each and every day. Insya Allah.

Life must go on. And with the Ramadhan month around, hopefully it will keep us closer to Allah and at the same time make our mind more peaceful. Here are some shots of Danish Haiqal & Iman Syuhada at the mosque last night during the solat tarawih. Doa kami, semoga bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak yang penuh keberkatan ini membuahkan kerahmatan buat kita semua, Insya Allah. Take care people!

Salam Ramadhan

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Mubarak dari kami :- Wan Mohd Fahimi, Yusniza Hani, Wan Danish Haiqal & Wan Iman Syuhada. Moga amalan kita diberkati Allah, Amin.