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Larger Than Life

My life phase has been accelerating super fast lately. The unfortunate fact that I failed to blog some parts and parcels to it made it even worse. A lot of happenings and incidents took place in our family and fraternal friends around us in just a glimpse. If I could recap, those were important moments in life that I wouldn't trade for anything despite it being sweet and bitter moments in life. Shaky and teary moments come and go, and I'm still trying to stand on my very own two feets, surviving this very tidal waves. Allah's promise is keeping me strong :

“Kami tidak membebani seseorang melainkan menurut kesanggupannya, dan pada sisi Kami ada suatu kitab yang membicarakan kebenaran, dan mereka tidak dianiaya.” (Surah al-Mukminun: 62)

And as I walked through this very great moments, I'm glad I have a shoulder to cry on who is walking by my side through thick and thin, someone who always help me stretch for my inner strength, my inspiration; my wife Honey. Thanks dear. I love you so much.


Love you lots, dear!

Danish and Iman has been growing up really fast that I must say sometimes there were some point in my life where I thought a lot, thinking of how will things work for me when I grew old and my kids turn to their adolescence. Somehow deep inside, I know I will miss this very great moments. And if you're reading this my dear kids, I want you to know that I love you both greatly with unconditional and undivided love. You're the best thing that ever happen to me and your mother. May Allah blessings be with us always, Amin.

Danish and Iman in supporting the muslims in Gaza. Free Palestine!

Danish with TGNA

Can't promise anything, but I'll try!

Last entry : October 2009?

Man, not good. Not good.

I find it hard to find the time to blog these days although I really intend to. The many progress in life especially our two precious kids, Danish and Iman would make me occassionally slap my head, wishing I blogged something about it, knowing that one day I would go back and read it, reminiscing the days.

Ni takleh jadi ni. Kena start balik blogging!
Wish me luck!

Jenan Here We Come

Chicken with the Pox!

Satu hari lps balik dari sekolah, aku perasan macam ada bintik2 merah kat leher Danish. I was curious and told him to have a shower, while I went to look for Elomet. Malam tu lps sembahyang Maghrib, cam bintik2 kecik merah naik kat muka Danish and within that few hours lps dia mandi tadi, the spread was so fast. Damn, this is not any one of those eczema allergies that Danish usually had. So, cepat2 aku bawak dia pi klinik. I was right. It was Chicken Pox. I remember having them when I was 11 and it was soooo irritating having all those tiny red dots covering all over your bodies. The second thing we were concern of is fearing that Iman might also catch it as well.

Soon we discovered from Alisya's mum that there was a parent that still send their child for school although the boy had chicken pox, and Alisya herself also had chicken pox last 3 days! Arghhh, geram betul rasanye. Dia cakap dah ada 3-4 budak yang kena. So Honey and I decided to have Danish off for school for a week while he gets extra care from his Opah at home. In about 3 days, the red rashes spread to his upper part of his body, his neck, his face and all over his head. And after a day or two, it started fading. Mak made this special so-called foundation using daun bambu which is known by our orang2 tua to be the curse for chicken pox. So we started to put those one as well as the cream and medication that the doctor had presribed earlier.


Danish ni dah cam pokok je ayah". Haha, cam incredible hulk pon ade!

Harap2 pasni baek la tu. Be strong my son!

Genap Setahun Pemergian Adinda Airyz Hanum Bt Ahmad - Al-Fatihah

Today marks up one year lps arwah Airyz Hanum tinggalkan kami. Terus terang aku cakap, aku tatau camne kitorg berjaya tabahkan hati mengadap setahun tu tanpa Airyz. Allah Maha Penyayang.

2 minggu lps, aku ajak mak pegi HUKM setelkan bil hospital Hahum yang dari dulu lagi nak dibayar tapi x sempat-sempat nak pegi. Aku terus parking kereta depan Jabatan Kecemasan tu. "Teringat masa kita hantar Hanum kat Kecemasan ni dulu kan Mie?", mak bertanya, sayu. Aku tengok mak. Aku angguk. Aku dapat lihat air mata mak bertakung. Sampai je kat kaunter, aku tunjuk invoice bayaran. Akak kat kaunter tu tanya, "Nak bayar penuh ke camne ni Encik?". "Penuh", aku jawab pendek. Dah setel, dia terus printkan resit dan senyum. "Adik nya dah sihat ke?", tiba-tiba akak tu tanya. Aku tersentak. Berat hati rasanye nak jawab. "Arwah dah takde kak. Dah setahun dah". Muka akak tu terkejut dan tiba2 bertukar muka bersalah. "Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun, sori encik, saya tak tahu".

Lepas setahun ni jugak, tengah aku dok trasnfer file2 dari laptop office ke portable hard disk tiba2 aku terjumpa 3GP files video-video terakhir bersama arwah. Video tu masa kitorang pegi bercuti kat Tembeling Resort Kuantan dan jugak kat Country Heights. Memang video ni tak pernah tengok balik lps dirakam. Sayu aku rasa tengok muka arwah adik ipar aku dalam video tu. Seronok sangat kitorang masa tu. Balik2 lps buka puasa, aku terus tunjuk video tu kat Honey. Mengalir air mata dia. Rindu sangat dia kat adik dia tu. Subhanallah, pendek sungguh kehidupan di dunia mu ni Ya Allah.

Moga Allah merahmati rohmu wahai adinda yang kami sayangi, Airyz Hanum Bt Ahmad, Amin.