Buka Puasa at Singgahsana

Here are some of the shots yang sempat ambik masa majlis buka puasa Cybron kat Hotel Singgahsana PJ last Friday. Gambar courtesy of Siva. Thanks dude.

Slow connection

Nothing much happenned, which kinda explained why I haven't been updating my blog.(Which I partially blame the office's internet slow connection for that!) Work has been as ussual but a bit slow here and there with the ramadhan month around. Seems like everybody has kind of chill down a bit, with lots of companies giving their muslim staffs the privillage to go back early to catch the pasar ramadhan and all. Met some old school buddies though which kinda spark old time memories. Been 18 years since we last met. Looking at the way things are now, maybe we'll get together this raya.

Hey, it's getting late now. The company's arranging a buka puasa buffet at Singgahsana today. Catch you guys later. Have a good weekend!

Goodbye Yesterday

Weekend baru ni kitorang p KUIS, Kolej Universiti Islam Selangor amik barang2 arwah kat asrama. Hari pon hujan je masa tu. Memang sayu habih. Aku tengok mata Honey pon byk mengalir air mata sampai je kitorang kat pagar KUIS tu. Byk kenangan kami & Hanum kat sini especially masa lepak2 kat cafe and masjid lepas hantar Hanum ke KUIS lepas cuti ke weekend ke. Bila aku tanya Honey, dia kata kadang2 dia cuba tipu sendiri kononnya Hanum still ada kat KUIS. Tu pasal dia takde kat rumah. At least, it won't hurt so bad. Tapi skang ni bila diorang dah nak p angkut barang2 Hanum kat asrama dia wak balik umah, kiranye memang betul2 dah takde la. I just held her hands. I knew I had to start saying something. Something that would comfort her. But I too was speechless and lost for words. I guess the fact to let her go was another thing though. Mak menangis bila sampai je kat bilik Hanum. Terpaksa kawan2 arwah tenangkan walaupon mereka sendiri pon nangih.

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday...

Renungkan...

Hope I'm not too late for this. Buat renungan kita smua.

Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan " "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa ummat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan hal-hal yang berikut:

* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);
* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.

Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kita bayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalah Rasullullah dan para sahabat , dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

Oleh itu SAYA TERLEBIH DAHULU MEMOHON MAAF jika saya ada berbuat kesalahan, baik yang tidak di sengaja mahupun yang di sengaja , semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa.
Amin..

Hangin di Pagi Jumaat!

Tengah aku nak kunci pagar nak kuar gi keje ari ni sambil bye2 kat Iman & Danish tiba2 aku terpandang bonet kete aku yg parking depan umah. Arghhhh hanginnya!!! Ni tak lain tak bukan keje kucing orang umah sebelah la ni! Dah la semalam pon buat hal, berak depan pagar umah mak mertua aku tu haa. Sib baek aku tak terpijak. Tayar keter aku gak la jadi mangsa. Dah la dia punye najis fresh2 lak tu! Damn.
Gambar tu tak nampak sangat sebab kena dek panahan matahari. Kena lak kete kaler itam. Terpantul nampak langit n awan ada la. Tapi kalau tengok betul2, nampak oo calar dia. Adeh, pantang betul la.


Tapi arwah nenek aku dulu tak bagi marah kat kucing kalau kucing dok lepak atas kete. Dia cakap, kucing tu doakan kita dapat tukar kete lagi besar. Heh, mana tak tukar kete lagi besar nek, dah kete yg kecik skang ni dicalar2 nya. Lupa lak aku nak cakap camtu ngan arwah nenek aku dulu. Durhaka punye cucu! Heh. Hati aku pon agak tercalar ni haaa. Sib baek bulan puasa. kalau tak dah lama aku sembelih kucing tu. Iskkk... sabor, sabor...


Ni dia gambar kucing tu. Amboi, banyak cantik. Siap boleh lepak atas kete mak mertua aku lak pastu. Ni sudah lebih nii... Tapi serius la, kucing orang sebelah ni memang takde sivic la. Dah byk kali dia buat hal. Kalau tengok umah tuan dia pon penuh dia punye taik kat depan umah tu. Umah pon dah bau cam sangkar kucing dah. Tak tau camne diorang boleh dok situ. Hmphhh... mula la ada suara2 dalam kepala aku ni haa. Kena carik jalan ni... Heh...

Still coping

It's not easy to let go of someone you love. But you have to. And it hurts. Believe me, I know. You would feel the same if you are to lose your father-in-law 2 years back, and this time, your sister-in-law.

I guess the family is still pretty much coping with our loss. There are times when that last day seems a lifetime away, and there are times when it seems like it was just yesterday. And it's been a week now.

For a while the sounds of her breathing haunted me. I would close my eyes at night and hear it.

For a while I would freak out everytime my mobile rings, remembering my wife's frantic voice telling me the news seconds after my sister-in-law's death.

For a while I would pick up the phone to call her, only to remember at the last moment that she is no longer with us.

For a while I could hear my wife, Hani crying in the shower.

For a while I could still remember the tears in Danish's eyes crying "Danish nak Maksu...".

And yeah, our family, friends and faith have been such a big help to us, but I have to be honest, It still hurts so badly. We miss the physical part so much, her voice, her smile, her face expression everytime we tease her. I know that it will always hurt, but I hope that one day the hurt will ease up some; knowing that she's now in Allah's care. That brings a smile to my face.

Our pain goes out to everyone that has lost their loved ones. We just need to know that someday, some of this pain will go away. Just keep me and my family in your prayers that we will grow stronger each and every day. Insya Allah.

Life must go on. And with the Ramadhan month around, hopefully it will keep us closer to Allah and at the same time make our mind more peaceful. Here are some shots of Danish Haiqal & Iman Syuhada at the mosque last night during the solat tarawih. Doa kami, semoga bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak yang penuh keberkatan ini membuahkan kerahmatan buat kita semua, Insya Allah. Take care people!

Salam Ramadhan

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Mubarak dari kami :- Wan Mohd Fahimi, Yusniza Hani, Wan Danish Haiqal & Wan Iman Syuhada. Moga amalan kita diberkati Allah, Amin.